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He was my sunshine. He brightened up my days and put a smile on my face. When we were still together, everything seemed fine.

He was my lucky charm. He kept me free from harm. I felt secured everytime he held me in his arms.
He was my favorite person. He used to be there for me from dusk till dawn. But he suddenly left, and the only thing that stayed in my mind was his unclear reason.

He was my the one that could have been. He promised he'd be there for me through thick and thin. But when I needed him, he was nowhere to be found and my messages remained unseen.

He was my first love yet also my first heartache. His actions and words were all fake. He left me--- only for his ex lover's sake. 

I know right now he's already happy. Please don't call me selfish if I tell you I still want him to end up with me. I'm still hoping that one day, he'll come back--- no matter how impossible and complicated it could be.

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